Thursday, May 23, 2013

Life Ways...

Living the life of an X
Wishing that I could be free
But I'm stuck in this labyrinth 
Over which these walls I can't see
So I place my plea 
Neither guilty nor sweet
But confined by these lines
Only trying to be
A Free Radical at heart
A poet by will
Bars to hit & kill 
But they proven that hope can fill 
So feel these words
Get moved by these verbs
I'm only yearning to be heard....

Eh....

I'm losing thoughts 
& time
Telling y'all hoes y'all "Summertime fine"
Fabrication 
The simple act at its finest
Versed freely 
So maybe this notebook should be line less 
Hoping this pain will wash away with Summer rain 
But on the Spring day 
We rested a soul to lay 
Your insurance won't cover this
So we came outta pocket
Not know that they were picking ours
Not knowing we were being picked on
They waiting on my work as of I was a Negrodamus
But any negro could have done this
I'm losing effort 
This scribing thing should be timeless
But I'm adding vanity and giving hope
When I began to cope
No
Know
....Know no pain
.....go show rain
......take these thoughts in vain
......realize the empath in me would hate to see you cry again
So I say 
Love is ephemeral yet evocative
Suggesting our hearts have their own furtive minds
But............................................I digress

Friday, May 10, 2013

The Entra....

Taking shots with thespians & middle age lesbians
Fakers no real than horned riding equestrians
But I’m trying to stay grounded like a pedestrian
I watch my mind force words in my notebook
I recite them as the middle as my soul cooks
Its hell, I tried to conceal the smell
But that golden rose so stink
So I’m trying to hide….my weakness…
So it’s either be blessed, or cursed
Cause either way you’re gonna meet your hearse
& be hurt, but we won’t feel pain
All we have is this game & this game keeps me same
So we when my plane flies
I hope my pain flies
But we steady sticking to hooping so check my hangtime
& hang low, words jumping & bumping
Just eating at my soul
We glow & we hang, we don’t bang, we might sing
But that’s only to maintain
So be hear or be here & be clear
I’ll scribe our story one day & we’ll release our…..
My Dear