Lost...

Having a gander at these lost moments I've found
Searching for the moment that I lost myself
The ever so clear got me down and out on the Everclear
But a change came
A light came on
The sun rose rather
& I arose in a forest
Stumbling over pebbles in the distance
Running this race......
&.........
My next life precedes me
So either way I'm losing
Lost with my hope
Memories so grand I went broke
But I cant say I didn't have it all
Taking vain of these worldly things
Knowing they'd be charged to the game
Ice Cold Knock to the head for this constant change
Which brings constant pain
Wanting constant gain
Losing my ill gained famed
Having thoughts so strange
I'm just lost in my brain.....

Save Me

I lost myself when I found you
So now what am I supposed to do,
With this heart?
It no longer beats
Cause my mistakes repeat
And " I always fall for your type"
That's why I'm typing this love letter
And trying to make you believe that it will get better
While my eyes get wetter
And your friends saying "forget her"
Just get that cheddar
And my girls saying you like rest
But I always protest
Because your not like them
Your worse

Unfree

I loved it
I would say you
But that wouldn't be true
I loved the thought of you
And when you were actually a reality you lost your flare
You were no longer a trend
Somethings look better inside of the store or street corner where I found
Love
Or that's what I thought
But I think too much
Say to little
Now I can't stand to look at you cause it reminds me
It reminds that I love the thought of you and I think too much.

Life Ways...

Living the life of an X

Wishing that I could be free

But I'm stuck in this labyrinth 

Over which these walls I can't see

So I place my plea 

Neither guilty nor sweet

But confined by these lines

Only trying to be

A Free Radical at heart

A poet by will

Bars to hit & kill 

But they proven that hope can fill 

So feel these words

Get moved by these verbs

I'm only yearning to be heard....

Eh....

I'm losing thoughts 

& time

Telling y'all hoes y'all "Summertime fine"

Fabrication 

The simple act at its finest

Versed freely 

So maybe this notebook should be line less 

Hoping this pain will wash away with Summer rain 

But on the Spring day 

We rested a soul to lay 

Your insurance won't cover this

So we came outta pocket

Not know that they were picking ours

Not knowing we were being picked on

They waiting on my work as of I was a Negrodamus

But any negro could have done this

I'm losing effort 

This scribing thing should be timeless

But I'm adding vanity and giving hope

When I began to cope

No

Know

....Know no pain

.....go show rain

......take these thoughts in vain

......realize the empath in me would hate to see you cry again

So I say 

Love is ephemeral yet evocative

Suggesting our hearts have their own furtive minds

But............................................I digress

People For Sale || Spoken Word by Juneyur

The Entra....

Taking shots with thespians & middle age lesbians

Fakers no real than horned riding equestrians

But I’m trying to stay grounded like a pedestrian

I watch my mind force words in my notebook

I recite them as the middle as my soul cooks

Its hell, I tried to conceal the smell

But that golden rose so stink

So I’m trying to hide….my weakness…

So it’s either be blessed, or cursed

Cause either way you’re gonna meet your hearse

& be hurt, but we won’t feel pain

All we have is this game & this game keeps me same

So we when my plane flies

I hope my pain flies

But we steady sticking to hooping so check my hangtime

& hang low, words jumping & bumping

Just eating at my soul

We glow & we hang, we don’t bang, we might sing

But that’s only to maintain

So be hear or be here & be clear

I’ll scribe our story one day & we’ll release our…..

My Dear