Self

You'd much rather hear about what you want to be...than what it really is....being only meanwhile, your replacement, will never give you permanent fulfillment....you can chase an empty paper bag in the wind, but when you catch it, what will you fill it with?....the lonely nights grew old, your heart grew cold....so you began to look for a person to make you, you...but all you need....is self.....

R.I.P

By the end of days grace
We'll meet again
The sun has not set
Not completely atleast
I see the moon in the distance
But that doesn't mean it is ready to rise
So take your care of your plane
I'll watch your material possessions for you
Just promise me....
That you'll come for what you own
It is all that we have to tie us to you
But those ties shall never break
Fly High....

Pain

I ain't tryna seem cold
But my world ain’t been whole
That’s why I’m pulling out this bowl
& never wifing these hoes
She say I’m with a different broad every night
This wouldn’t be the case if she acted right
‘Cause she hurt, but I’m hurt too, so we ask each other, “Who hurt you?”
But we receive no answer
‘Cause it hurts even worst to say you hurt you
Pain from within
Meaning pain comes from self
Pain comes from wealth
Pain comes from knowing you can have everything but health
Pain is not eating
Pain is my weekend
Pain is seeing you in the club knowing we not speaking
Pain became love
Pain became us
Pain came from “we” breaking our trust
Pain is now me
Pain is now you
Pain is living this life knowing that we’re through
Pain is what we don’t have
& what we can’t grab
I’m still stuck tryna turn pain in happ(y)ness
But then I realize pain is only a thought
So pain led to my madness…