Pain

I ain't tryna seem cold
But my world ain’t been whole
That’s why I’m pulling out this bowl
& never wifing these hoes
She say I’m with a different broad every night
This wouldn’t be the case if she acted right
‘Cause she hurt, but I’m hurt too, so we ask each other, “Who hurt you?”
But we receive no answer
‘Cause it hurts even worst to say you hurt you
Pain from within
Meaning pain comes from self
Pain comes from wealth
Pain comes from knowing you can have everything but health
Pain is not eating
Pain is my weekend
Pain is seeing you in the club knowing we not speaking
Pain became love
Pain became us
Pain came from “we” breaking our trust
Pain is now me
Pain is now you
Pain is living this life knowing that we’re through
Pain is what we don’t have
& what we can’t grab
I’m still stuck tryna turn pain in happ(y)ness
But then I realize pain is only a thought
So pain led to my madness…