Lost...

Having a gander at these lost moments I've found
Searching for the moment that I lost myself
The ever so clear got me down and out on the Everclear
But a change came
A light came on
The sun rose rather
& I arose in a forest
Stumbling over pebbles in the distance
Running this race......
&.........
My next life precedes me
So either way I'm losing
Lost with my hope
Memories so grand I went broke
But I cant say I didn't have it all
Taking vain of these worldly things
Knowing they'd be charged to the game
Ice Cold Knock to the head for this constant change
Which brings constant pain
Wanting constant gain
Losing my ill gained famed
Having thoughts so strange
I'm just lost in my brain.....